Is it what as it seem?

In a state of confusion, happy but disappointed, sad without anger. I still miss him a lot but I will only keep all those feelings to myself. There are lots of questions unanswered. I gave him chance and time to explain what I saw and what I notice from that blog. Why are two blogs so alike? Are both of the writers the same person? I checked on the date the blog was posted and I notice it’s in APRIL! According to him, he wrote that blog yesterday morning but how can that happen? Is something bad going to happen to me as what the cards says? Is it he is the friend whom I should be extra careful that might cause harm to me? :(

Yesterday was my company moon cake festival party. He asked me for movie after the dinner. I am quitting this company soon and I can’t find time for friends or chances to go out so I had long planned to spend time with him during that night. I rejected him for movie at first and after much thinking, I finally gave in. I was quite down but quite forgot about the incident halfway during the show. I’d a mixture of feelings as I still remembered how I felt when I found out the other blog due to my itchy hands of finding those somewhat looks like lyrics or poem from what he wrote to me. Aihz~

I kept looking at my hp, and there wasn’t any sms. “Will you still sms me?, How should I react?” I’d started to think again all the things that he does for me and when he is with me. Can he be trusted? I’m really confused now and scared.

>>Last two days he gave me a surprise as I saw him online in msn and sent me a friend request in facebook. He broke up with his girlfriend. Really surprised me as I thought she’s everything to him. Ah, patience has its limit though. Anyway, we starting keeping in touch again n catch up what we’d miss last time.